Ray Hanania's Syndicated Columns

DECEMBER 2 - 5, 1990

A WEST BANK STORY: IN SEARCH OF PALESTINE

BY RAY HANANIA

Introduction
I sent my aunt a letter: How the series started

Israel Keeps Its Borders Tight
West Bank Scarred by Bullets
Uprising is Rooted in Hatred
Mother cuts in on soldier's pursuit
The Land is all to two peoples


Introduction

Just around Christmas in 1989, I received a single page letter from my mother's sister who lives in Ramallah, a large, predominantly Christian Arab city in the Israeli military occupied West Bank. The letter was hand written and it was very painful to read.

My aunt wrote about how difficult life was under the Israeli military occupation. As I read, I looked at the envelop and saw that an Israeli military "censorship" stamp had been placed on the front bottom corner, indicating that the contents of the letter had been read by military censors.

My aunt wrote ...

"....about our news, we are all in good health till now, in spite of the times that we were beaten many times in our shop and house and in the street by the Jewish soldiers. Imagine, dear Ray, that I am, your aunt, had been beaten many times by the Jewish soldiers in the street while I was trying to save some children and babies who were terrified from the gun shots and bombs and from the gas bombs. There is an Arabic saying, `the one who leaves his house is lost. And the one who returns is newly born.' By these words I summarize the situation in our Palestine ...."

I read that letter over and over again, and one day showed it to my editor. He suggested I make copies and show it to other editors and even some reporters at the newspaper, which I did. In 1990, tensions had heightened when Iraq invaded Kuwait and the Middle East was the focus of much news and world attention. And in the fall, I had asked if the Chicago Sun-Times would sponsor a trip by me to the Middle East to offer a perspective on the preparations for what appeared to be an American-led invasion of Iraq and apprehensions in Israel and the occupied est Bank.

Now, I was the only reporter at the newspaper of Arabic heritage. In fairness to the Sun-Times, I was the only newspaper reporter of Arabic heritage at any Chicago area newspaper. There were dozens of reporters who were Jewish, including several editors. Although sympathetic, the newspaper's editors rejected my request, even when I countered that they had sponsored trips taken by several Jewish reporters who, on their return, wrote lengthy articles about life in Israel. Every year, I added, we did a special insert on Israel's birthday. And, we had a Jewish, Israeli citizen who offered our only firsthand weekly coverage of the Middle East. We had no Arab reporter to counterbalance his reporting, which I felt was partisan.

Eventually, I was given a leave-of-absence and I paid for the trip myself. When I returned, I submitted five stories. The editors agreed after much discussion and debate to run four of the stories and to reject a story I wrote on Israeli censorship of the Arab press. They argued persuasively that the censorship piece did not fit the four articles which offered my personal observations on my trip to Palestine, the homeland of my parents.

On each day that the articles were published and for several weeks after, the Chicago Sun-Times received criticism from some readers. It was a very difficult time, but the editors agreed the stories were balanced and offered a compelling and insightful narrative of life under Israeli occupation, a perspective that was certainly unique. It took courage on their part, not unexpected from Sun-Times management.

The following year, the articles were nominated for a Pulitzer Prize. And although they did not win, they stand as a perspective that certainly is unique in this country.


I SENT MY AUNT A LETTER

The closeness of the Palestinian community is best described by a hand written letter.

The letters my mom wrote to her sister, Leila, who lives in a town called Ramallah in the West Bank were different than the letters she sent to everyone else.

Different in physical appearance.

The paper was soft and thin. The light weight helped reduce the cost of postage.

It was marked Air Mail in red and the color of the paper was light blue.

The postage was higher than normal postage for letters sent to destinations in the United States.

But, the US Post Office took several steps to reduce costs and keep the letter's weight down.

First, the paper was extra thin. So thin, you could almost see through it.

And, the letter was like something someone had cut out in an elementary school art class. It was a single sheet of paper shaped like a cross.

Mom would write in Arabic on each of the little panels, inside and out. And, when she was done, she would fold it up. Pre-glued edges that folded over, let her create an envelope and seal most of the contents.

My family, like other Palestinian families, always made a big deal out of the address.

If the letter did not have the country "Israel" written on the outside, the letter would not be mailed.

Oftentimes, dad would write letters addressed to his relatives in Jerusalem, "Palestine."

And, the Israelis would simply send it back, stamped, "No Such Address" in English, or "Return to Sender."

It was an inexpensive protest. But, it did mean that the letters never made it to their destinations.

Sometimes, dad would affix a Palestinian souvenir stamp to the letter. And, of course, that came back even quicker.

These returned letters made great souvenirs.

Protest or not, mom and dad still had to get a letter to their families back home.

So, on every letter, mom would rewrite, Jerusalem "Via Israel" or Ramallah, "Via Israel."

The "Via Israel" was a quiet form of protest, a compromise the Israelis would accept.

Many times, letters from back home arrived with a small red stamp placed on it by the Israelis that read, simply, "Censored."

The letters were opened by the Israelis, read, re-sealed and sent on their way, if they didn't mind what was being written.

There was no promise that a letter going or coming from Palestine would ever make its destination.

So, I would often listen to my mom on her occasional, long distance telephone calls to my aunt, spending half the conversation talking about the letters they sent that didn't make it.

Of course, they also knew that their telephone conversations were being tapped by the Israeli Shin Bet (secret service) too.

It was the same when mom and dad would travel back home.

They couldn't allow the Israelis to stamp their passport, because the Israeli Immigration Stamp in their passport would invalidate it for any other Arab country.

After all, my dad would explain, the Arab World was at war with Israel and it was legitimate to demand that the stamp be placed on a separate piece of paper that would accompany the US Passport as it made its way from Israel to other Arab countries.

The problem, however, was that mom and dad never did visit any other Arab countries the entire time since they had left Palestine.

They really didn't need the "outside stamp" because no other Arab Immigration Officer would see their passport anyway.

But, that wasn't the point.

(My dad was very American, and Americans are fond of noting, "That isn't the point.")

And, it wasn't the point for mom either.

Every time mom or dad would go back home, they would return with their un-stamped passport, the Israeli Immigration Slip tossed out at O'Hare Airport after returning from Israel.

Mom didn't have to keep an address book with the addresses of her relatives, either.

I thought it was a protest, too. But it wasn't.

My Aunt Leila's address was:

Habib Al-Hin

Main Street

Ramallah, Via Israel.

The "Via Israel" was always underlined, to set it apart from the rest of the address.

I always thought Main Street was some small little street and that Ramallah must have been a tiny village.

But, when I arrived there in later years, I discovered what I had already suspected, that Ramallah was this huge metropolis and that Main Street was several miles long.

"Habib Al-Hin, Main Street, Ramallah?"

How on Earth did the postman get the letter to its destination.

As it turns out, everyone back home knows everyone.

In fact, years after my Uncle Habib had passed away, the letters were still addressed to his name, to guarantee that they would reach my aunt and her three sons.

My parents always cherished the letters they had received from back home.

It was an event. Not trivial. Something the entire family participated in.

Everyone would sit around my mother and she would slowly read each word in the letter, savoring each syllable and sound.

The letter had fewer than 500 words, scribbled and cramped as closely as possible to fit on the single sheet paper. But it took forever for the letter to be read.

My dad once compared it to sitting around the family radio listening to FDR offer a fireside chat from the White House.

Dad loved FDR.

The experience of those moments are gone forever, not just because the significance of these letters had died with my parents. But because of the rapid development of technology.

I just don't recall the last time my daughter and I sat around my IBM ThinkPad Portable Computer, reading the frequent E-mail messages sent "Via the Internet" from my cousins in Ramallah.

It's hard to make a subtle protest on the Internet.

It just isn't the same.


Israel Keeps Its Border Tight

(Originally published in the Chicago Sun-Times, Dec. 2, 1990. Reprinted with permission, Chicago Sun-Times © 1996.)

Allenby Bridge, Occupied West Bank--The Israeli soldiers smile as they escort me to a special window in a cinder block building located on the border with Jordan, north of the Dead Sea near the ancient city of Jericho.

A Jordanian escort has dropped me off at a plank bridge spanning the Jordan River. The Israeli and Jordanian soldiers do not exchange greetings.

They are enemies, a point made clear by the imposing machine gun turrets that impose themselves over the checkpoint. Since Israel's creation in 1948, their two countries have engaged in war three times.

The Arabs call the span between the two lands simply Jisr. The Israelis call it Allenby, dedicated the British general who directed the Palestine Campaign in World War I.

There are two processing centers on the Israeli side of the bridge -- one for Arab residents of the West Bank and other Arab countries, and the other for tourists who, like me, carry U.S. or non-Arab passports. I have not seen the Arab center, but I was told it was dirty, crowded and hot. The tourist center is modern, with efficiency furniture and fans that circulate the hot, dry air.

But the Israelis are very alert, and they see that my name is different from that of other tourists who have entered Israel here and were quickly processed toward their destinations.

"Hanania? What kind of name is that?'' a soldier asks from behind a bullet-proof glass window. He is comparing my passport to a security data base on his computer.

"It is a Hebrew word,'' I tell him. ``It means God has been gracious.''

"Ah, you mean Chananiah?'' the soldier says with a broad smile that quickly disappears. He tries again. "Araby? What is your father's name?''

I know what he wants me to say. It seems like a game.

"My father's name was George.'' Very American-sounding I say to myself.

"What is your grandfather's name?'' the soldier asks, having seen other Palestinian-Americans pass through this center on U.S. passports.

"Saba," I respond.

"Then you must wait over there.''

The soldier points to a red plastic chair in a small waiting room where I sit for nearly two hours watching the other tourists walk through the exit door, seemingly unmolested.

Finally, two other Israeli soldiers walk into the waiting room. "Follow me, please," one says carrying a clipboard.

They are both young, maybe 20, with light brown hair, fair skin and blue eyes. Their khaki uniforms are loose fitting and their walk is casual. Each has a machine gun slung casually over his shoulder.

The first soldier tells me to step through a silver metal door.

"Now, please, take off all of your clothes. And empty all of your pockets. Give me everything that is written.''

He doesn't answer when I politely ask why. It's not smart to protest too vigorously against a man who carries a machine gun.

I stand there naked before this soldier as he takes a cylindrical metal detector in his hand, and slowly runs it across every part of my body. When he nears my thighs, he takes the detector by the end and lifts it up against me and then looks up at me, expressionless.

"You think I have something under my skin?'' I ask, still not angry but very embarrassed.

"You never know,'' he says.

I slowly put my clothes back on, black jockey shorts I bought from Marshall Fields in Chicago, an aqua polo shirt from The Gap, and Blue Jeans from the Orland Park shopping mall. My Nikes are in the bag that the soldiers have X-rayed in another room. My wallet, keys, coins and personal objects are scattered on a small wall shelf.

All that seems to meaningless at this moment. My future as a traveler in Israel and the West Bank is still uncertain as the soldiers huddle at the far end of the room, whispering in Hebrew.

Now I am scared.

My interrogator continues to probe, opening every note in my wallet and scrutinizing every photo, including one of my daughter. The soldier slowly and methodically flips through the pages of a travel book, Israel: On Your Own, and he orders me to count my money as he runs his fingers across the long hair on my head, as if he is looking for something.

"Where are you going?'' he asks, continuing his search.

"I'm going to visit relatives in Jerusalem.'' That's not exactly true. Relatives I know from my mother's side are in Ramallah. My father's relatives whom I have never met, live in Jerusalem.

He nods and continues reading everything I own.

Outside the waiting room, the soldiers have already opened my black East Bank Club bag and placed it on a small counter next to my camera. My belongings are dissected slowly, separated on a shiny metal counter tat reminds me of an operating room.

A young woman soldier greets me. She is wearing sandals that show her unpolished toe nails. Her long blond hair is pulled back in a French braid. I try to guess her heritage. Maybe she is from the Netherlands or Russia. She's not an Arab.

"Please step up.'' She smiles and she starts to take the objects out of my bag, slowly. She hands me my camera and says, "Please, take a picture of the ceiling." every sentence begins with "please" now.

I understand some of this, I say to myself. Security is tight when two countries are at war.

But I have passed through security checks in many other cities, and this is different. In Amsterdam, where I pause to change planes during my trip, security guards also searched my belongings, and ``patted'' me down. But they also did that to everyone who boarded the plane.

Today, I am honored by these soldiers because of my race. My heritage. Both of my parents are Palestinian. The Israelis did not stop any of the other passenger who accompanied me on the bus from Amman, Jordan.

I am still very scared.

There is no one left in the building. I turn the camera on, and point it at the ceiling as ordered. As I do, all of the Israelis step back to a far wall and I am left alone at the counter when I snap the shutter.

The female soldier now takes my hair dryer and plugs it into a nearby wall. She turns it on, feels the warm air, then turns it off.

The soldiers carefully feel through every inch of the clothes I have packed for this trip to the West Bank. As they finish, another female soldier carefully folds them--better than I had originally--and then puts them back into my bag.

"Here you are, Mr. Chananiah. I hope you have a nice trip,'' the woman says.

She hands me the bag, but as I walk to the jitney cab service that is designated to carry Arab visitors -- seven in a car -- I realize that I have left my dignity in little the room behind the large silver door.


West Bank Scarred by Bullets

(Originally published in the Chicago Sun-Times Dec. 3, 1990. Reprinted with permission, Chicago Sun-Times © 1996.)

Ramallah, Occupied West Bank--I sit beneath the bullet-scarred bay window of a two-flat overlooking Main Street, where most of the bloodiest confrontations between Israeli soldiers and Palestinians have taken place on the West Bank.

There are eight bullet holes in the windows of this apartment where I have been welcomed for a short stay. Next door, they tell me, the windows of the home have five bullet holes. In the windows of the building across the street, there are six.

I learn that often when a bullet strikes a window pane, the glass does not shatter. Instead, the bullet leaves a small jagged hole before hitting the opposite wall.

"At first, we used to have the windows replaced,'' said Habib, 27, one of the family's three sons. ``But, now we just use tape to cover them up. We hope there will not be more.''

But there always are.

This is a war zone.

On the deserted predawn street below, strewn with broken tear gas canisters, bullets broken glass and rocks, a convoy of heavily armed Israeli soldiers crawls past.

Large spotlights from their truck cut through the mist and flash against the metal accordion curtains that shopkeepers pull over their store entrances at night.

The soldiers are searching for signs of the Shabab, the young Palestinian men who are fighting the Intifada, the Arabic word for the uprising against Israel's 23-year military occupation of the West Bank and Gaza Strip.

I see groups of youths, many in their early teens, huddling at nearby corners. They have made little piles of stones near each corner so they are ready for confrontations with the soldiers.

As the soldiers patrol, they scatter the stones with their feet or pick them up and toss them into a field. They break the glass bottles that are sometimes used to make Molotov cocktails.

At first, the crackling of gunfire is frightening. The soldiers fire their weapons into the air. I duck behind the wall under the windows, fearful that another bullet will sail through the living room. But my hosts, still seated upright on their chairs, tap me on the shoulder and smile.

``We don't worry about death here,'' says Marwan, who is about 26. ``We are all going to die. If you die, you die. Look at the window. How do you hide?''

The sound outside subsides and the morning stillness returns. This is the beginning of my three-day stay in the miserable battlefield called the West Bank.

Israel captured the West Bank and the Gaza Strip, two portions of land that once were part of a larger area called Palestine, in the Six-Day war against Syria, Egypt and Jordan. The former British mandate had been divided by the United Nations in 1947 into Arab and Jewish states -- really six disjointed sections of Arab and Jewish populations spread like wine stain over the map of the eastern Mediterranean. The Palestinian Arabs rejected the plan. The Jews did not.

Ramallah is near the geographic center of what would have been the heart of the Palestinian State. It is a city of about 200,000, one of the largest urban areas in the West Bank, with narrow streets lined by old brick homes and surrounded by farmland and hills. Relatives I know from my mother's side live here.

The morning begins with a Spartan meal, mostly vegetables grown in a three by six foot garden. They must keep the garden hidden, and they hope that the tomato and cucumber plants do not grow too large. If the Israelis find it, they explain, they will be fined 100 hundred Israeli shekels (about $50) because they do not have a license that's required to grow food for barter or sale.

This family of eight has encircled the garden with several cars to hide it from view. The cars, eaten through by rust, are no longer usable because the family cannot pay for a license, which costs nearly 500 shekels.

I dip thin, homemade Arabic bread in a dish of dibbis, a sweet mixture of crushed sesame seed sauce (tahini) and a liquid marmalade made from crushed grapes taken from fields outside the city. It is sweet and very tasty. For me, it is like eating a peanut butter and jelly sandwich for breakfast.

Another dish contains olive oil and the crushed leaves of a bitter green Palestinian plant called za'atar mixed with sesame seeds.

"Za'atar is something that we must buy from the Israelis or grow clandestinely," another brother explains. "If the Israelis find that we are growing it, they can confiscate it. We must have a license to grow it, but the license costs several hundred Israeli shekels."

I sip thin, hot milk from a small glass and peer through the window nervously. The fighting has moved on, but minutes later, another squad of Israeli soldiers clutching M-16s, tear gas launchers and night sticks, beat on the door of the shop across the street.

Someone has painted a political slogan on the wall, and the owner of the building is ordered to come out and paint it over. If he refuses, he can be placed in detention for six months, or fined 350 shekels

The man comes out and, using white wash provided by the Israelis, drags a paintbrush across the Arabic letters.

From the distance I hear the popping of automatic weapons. And the soldiers in front of our building stand in readiness, expecting stone throwers to emerge from the dark passageways between the buildings.

Trying to ease my fears, I ask the family about their lives.

Fedwa, 17, hopes to be a teacher someday. She tells me that eight months ago she was walking down the street just before curfew (imposed periodically by the military authorities) when fighting broke out nearly a block from where she stood.

She turns her back toward me, and reaching downward lifts up the hem of her pant legs to expose her ankle. She points to where a ``rubber'' bullet struck her in the leg, shattering her ankle.

"Here is a `rubber' bullet," Marwan says.

I hold it in my hand, rolling it. It is cylindrical and very heavy.

``The Israelis used to use these rubber bullets," my hosts explain. "They shove them into long pipes they attached to the front of their rifles, when they are not using live ammunition."

"These are what they use now," he says. They are all over the street, along the curb gutters, in the yards and sometimes in the houses.

Look at this," he says. He has pried the plastic covering off the bullet to expose a half-inch metal ball bearing.

"This is a plastic bullet. If you are hit with this, you can die."

He gives me the souvenirs to take back to America.

When we leave the house for a walk in the streets of Ramallah, I learn that Palestinians are required to carry identification cards. Orange ones are for the West Bank residents. Green ones are for those that have been arrested in the past. The ID must be displayed on demand and it is demanded often.

"Sometimes they take our ID's just to give us trouble," Marwan explains. "If you don't have an ID card, you can be placed in jail. If they demand the card from me, I have to give it to them. And they can take it without reason at all."

As we walk down the street, an Israeli patrol suddenly orders us to stand against a wall.

A friend tells me not to be afraid. It is "normal."

We all put our hands up against a nearby store wall. My companions hand their identification to a soldier as another pats each of us down. My ID is a U.S. passport which the soldier inspects carefully. I can feel the barrel of the rifle in my back.

The soldier doesn't ask questions. My friends tell them I am related to a family that lives down the street. The soldier gives the passport back to me and they continue their patrol, entering a home they have taken over for the day to use as an observation post.

Palestinians are also required to display a different colored license plate on their cars. A number on a small white background tells the Israelis which city the driver is from.

Color coding makes it easy to tell the Palestinians from the Israelis, so the Israeli cars can easily be waved past the many roadblocks. Arab cars are always stopped and searched. On a one-hour drive from Ramallah to Jerusalem on this day, we are stopped three times to be searched by Israeli patrols.

I know that I have to muster a lot of strength to subdue my fears each time I stand in front of armed soldiers.

Tomorrow, my hosts tell me, they will introduce me to the young men and women who stand in front of the Israelis and hurl stones.


Uprising is Rooted in Hatred

(Originally published in the Chicago Sun-Times Dec. 4, 1990. Reprinted with permission, Chicago Sun-Times © 1996.)

Ramallah, West Bank--``We hate the Israelis. And the Israelis hate us.''

It was a precise summation of how badly relations have deteriorated between the Arabs and the Israelis in the three years of the Intifada, the Palestinian uprising in the West Bank and Gaza Strip.

Issa, the son of a family I am spending several nights with, sits on the tattered couch, an Oud held tightly in his lap. The Oud is a stringed Arab instrument usually heard playing sprightly melodies in cafes and lounges.

But this night, Issa is plucking the notes of Palestinian revolutionary songs banned by the Israelis. His songs are emotional and they come from experience.

Last year, Issa, in his late 20s, was arrested by the Israelis and placed at a detention camp in the Negev Desert called Ansar 3. It is an open air facility, heavily guarded and surrounded by razor wire and fencing.

No one has escaped from Ansar 3.

"It is called the camp of slow death," Issa says.

"I was accused of leading the Intifada." He laughs and then continues. "Everyone is leading the Intifada in this city. Everyone. But they said I was a terrorist, and they put me in the prison for six months. When I got out they ordered me to sign a statement in Hebrew, confessing to my crime. There is no proof except what you sign, so I refused.''

His mother sits at his side, proud of his musical abilities and also of his prowess as a leader of the Intifada.

He no longer smiles as he continues his story.

"After they released me from Ansar 3, the harassed me each night at my home," he says. "One day, they came in the middle of the night and grabbed me."

"They took me into the mountain and the soldiers said I would die. They beat me with sticks and a rubber hose, across my face and my body and they ordered me to sign a confession. Finally, they lifted me up; my hands were tied behind my back. There was an argument in Hebrew. One soldier wanted the officer to stop. But he pulled out a gun and put it against my forehead.''

Issa's mother starts to cry as her son demonstrates with his hand.

"I was afraid. I could do nothing. I would not sign. The soldier stared into my eyes and he smiled."

"I closed my eyes and I remember hearing the trigger snap and the gun explode in my face. I jumped with fear. The sound was like thunder against my ears and I saw the flash.''

He lived because the gun was filled with blanks.

Issa spent four months in bed at home until he recovered from the shock. But to all gathered this night, he is a hero.

``Every day there are beatings," says Suheil, who has been assigned to escort me around the city. He often helps reporters, when they are allowed to enter the occupied zone.

Israeli soldiers often bar reporters from entering towns in the West Bank and Suheil tells me not to identify myself as a reporter, because I could be expelled. Jet black hair and eyes, his face is hardened and shows little emotion.

"We are fighting a war," Suheil says as he leads me through alleyways and darkened streets of Ramallah.

As we walk, Suheil lifts his arm and makes me stop. "Look down the street," he says.

I see nothing.

"There they are."

I look harder and see the barrel of a guns sticking out from behind a building.

"We will see another patrol soon. They send them here as bait, to get us to throw stones and then to run. They hope that we will run into their trap. But we see them."

A younger man, about 17, who already has been stopped, says something to Suheil as he continues to walk away.

"He says there is another patrol hiding among the buildings that we have seen. We always try to help each other."

I am concerned now, because I wonder if they plan to throw rocks at the soldiers.

But Suheil says, "We are just watching. Just watching."

In the distance, a young man climbs a telephone pole and ties a Palestinian flag to the top. He climbs halfway down, then jumps and starts running, and the soldiers start their chase. Displaying the Palestinian flag is outlawed by the Israeli occupation authorities.

Suheil takes me back through the gangways of houses until we return to the home of my hosts.

Together, we huddle in the front room listening to the Israeli soldiers firing their weapons, and wonder whether any of the Palestinians have been shot.

The next morning, the flag is removed and life is back to normal.

Did the Israelis capture anyone, I ask?

"When they do, they always yell `Bingo." It means they have found someone," one of the boys says.

"When we hit an Israeli soldier with a stone, we yell Bingo back!"

No one yelled Bingo last night in Ramallah, I am told.

My father was born in Jerusalem, and I ask my friends to take me to the house. It was on Jaffa Road, just outside the new city of Jerusalem.

But the road has been changed since 1948 when the Israelis took over, and the homes have been modified. We search for an hour and fail to find the house.

My mother was born in Bethlehem, which has been in Israeli hands for only 23 years.

My father, George Hanania, arrived in America in the 1920s, went to school at DePaul University and then joined the U.S. Army, serving in the Middle East. After war broke out in Palestine and Israel was established, his family fled Jerusalem and stayed at a refugee camp in Jordan until my father and another brother helped bring them to Chicago.

He married my mother in 1952 and brought her to Chicago's South Side where I was born. I have been told about their homes and their lives all my life. But this is my first trip to see the land and the family for myself. I speak just enough Arabic and my relatives speak just enough English so that we can understand each other.

But it is clear from the conditions of their lives that they are not happy.

We find the old stone home of my mother's family intact on Medbussa Street in the town revered as the birthplace of Jesus.

The Arab family that now lives in the building understands, and they allow us to walk into their home so I can see the small rooms, curved archways and the tiled floor, much of it the same the day my mother and father were married in 1952.

In a corner is an old tree planted by my grandmother, Regina. My aunt is reflective as she says, "We have moved many times since the war, but this old tree will always remain. Our mother told us that one day in the future we would look at this tree and remember her and our lives. Today, we look at this tree and we remember why we are here, refusing to leave."

The worst stories are about families whose homes have been destroyed. In Ramallah, there have been too many to count, my hosts contend.

"The Israelis don't even need proof. They only need a suspicion that someone in the household is involved in throwing rocks or fighting the soldiers," one of my escorts explains.

They drove me past a home that was destroyed by the Israelis. A large five-room house now stood like a pile of rocks, shattered by bulldozers. The family apparently had fled to the home of relatives in another village.

As we stood there looking at the home, one of the young Palestinian escorts remarked, "All they have done is given us more stones to throw."


Mother Cuts in on
Soldier's Pursuit

(Originally published by the Chicago Sun-Times Dec. 4, 1990. Reprinted with permission, Chicago Sun-Times © 1996.)

Issa's mother is very proud of her sons and the other young boys who live on her block. She is loved in return. In fact, she is called "the mother of Main Street."

Her long black hair hangs over one shoulder, tied back by a small wrap that she made at her home. Her dark brown eyes show the strain of three years of war.

The boys gathered around her now tell of the day soldiers chased a dozen of them to her doorway.

"I opened it and rushed the boys into the kitchen, where we all grabbed chairs and lined them up," she says, a small triumphant smile forming on her lips.

"When the soldiers came in, they asked why all these kids were in the kitchen. I had a scissors in my hands," she says. "I was cutting their hair."

 

The Land is All -- to
Two Peoples

(Originally published in the Chicago Sun-Times Dec. 5, 1990. Reprinted with permission, Chicago Sun-Times © 1996.)

Sharafat, Occupied West Bank--The rolling hills are green and covered with olive trees, their twisted branches sagging with heavy fruit as such trees have for more than 2,000 years.

It is a land, in Palestine, that my mother and father often spoke about to me: a rambling field of olive trees and small orange groves on the northern border of Jerusalem, west of the Arab Village called Dheir Tantour.

To Palestinians, the land is everything, symbolized in the red, white, green and black of the Palestinian flag.

The ownership documents are filed away in vaults in the Office of the Ministry of the Interior in Jerusalem, a building my relatives have visited more than two dozen times since 1970 when two-thirds of Sharafat was confiscated by Keren Kayemeth, the agency that owns land that will remain ``forever'' the property of Israel's Jews.

According to those documents, the land belongs to my grandmother's nephew who now lives in Colombia with his family. They fled Palestine after the 1948 Arab-Israeli war and the land was maintained by my aunt.

After Israel captured the West Bank and Gaza Strip in 1967, the government approved several laws that made land owned by absentee owners subject to special provisions. Those provisions allowed the government to confiscate the land and use it for Jewish settlements.

Much of Sharafat has been renamed Kibbutz Gilo. The a cluster of modern homes and apartments built for Jewish settlers and immigrants to Israel hugs a hillside, glimmering in bright sunshine. Non-Jews are prohibited from living in the kibbutz, and sometimes they are banned from working the land.

Israel has confiscated thousands of acres of land that belonged to Palestinian Arabs both in Israel and in the occupied West Bank and Gaza Strip, angering the owners and feeding the already deep animosity both peoples have for each other.

My aunt lives nearby in Ramallah. She explains that much of the anguish felt by Palestinians comes from the loss of their land, and that I could not understand the feelings until I saw the land and felt the dirt in my hands.

"That is what life is all about," she explains.

Friends take me by car to Sharafat and Kibbutz Gilo, a short journey from Jerusalem. But our car is prohibited from entering the kibbutz.

Settlers at the gate anxiously inspect my passport, recognize that I am a Palestinian and promptly turn us away.

"Look at how beautiful the land is," my driver says as we slowly pull away.

"We used to have a small house there that we rented to a man who helped harvest the trees. The house has been destroyed. They also destroyed the two wells that were on the land."

Pictures of the structure are not impressive. The building was far from accommodating than the ultra-modern kibbutz apartments that cover one of the hillsides overlooking the former Arab farmland.

"They called this land Esther now," the driver says forlornly.

"We still call it Sharafat -- even though what we have left are the rocks and what they have are the olive trees and the beautiful gardens and the lovely hills."

My driver is very emotional, and her eyes well up with tears.

"When I first went to the ministry and said that I wanted to file a formal complaint against Keren Kayemeth, they all laughed at me," she says.

"The man said to me, `Old woman--are you strong enough to fight the government? All alone? By yourself?' I said `Yes, as long as I am strong enough to live."

The maps kept by the government now designate Sharafat with red lines and warnings in Hebrew that say "Don't Cross."

"Every year we would rent out the land," my driver says.

"Every year we would pick the olives from it and sell them. Every year the land helped keep us alive. Every year I represented our cousin, who is afraid to come back to Palestine. Frightened by the Israelis," she says scornful of her cousin whose name is still on the deed to the land.

She feels that he, too, should come back and fight to regain the land, although the sturdy kibbutz buildings make that nearly impossible.

"We want our land back," she pleads.

I can only offer her sympathy as we continue on our journey.

To Israelis, the land is also important: it is biblical Promised Land paid for in the blood of the Holocaust.

But that does not concern Palestinians of the West Bank who now spend their days farming small plots behind their homes.

On one plot of land near my aunt's house, there is no room to plant an olive tree.

But the small farming oasis boasts a flourishing garden with tall vegetables held on a stick and broken wood fences.

The rim of a tire serves as a pot for a tomato plant.

"It is not Sharafat, but this small piece of land will help us to survive," says the garden's owner.

Nearby, another family has converted a broken refrigerator into a pigeon coop.

"This is how we make money," the owner explains, pointing to his two dozen pigeons. "I raise them and then sell them. People like them as pets, and sometimes they eat them."

Five years ago, this 34-year-old man lived in the United States, working as a laborer in Chicago. He proudly displays his US residency card, although he says he has no plans to return with his American wife and three children.

"I could leave here at any time, but I won't because this is my home. Maybe someday when the war is over, I will go to the United States when I can be proud of what is being done. But today, I see all of these people and how they live and I cannot go home."

The man's brother also raises birds. In the evenings, he painstakingly builds wood and wire cages for the canaries that he and other family members catch in fields outside the village. He has several dozen canaries in cages that hang all over the home.

"People (Arab residents of the West Bank) pay a lot for these canaries," he says proudly. The yellow, red and green birds chirp happily away, it seems.

"People like the way they sound, the songs they sing. I think they are signing songs of freedom."

Not everyone buys them. Some people see them as bad luck and would rather they be freed.

In a lot across the street from their home, other families have erected small stands where they sell fruits and vegetables and pigeons and canaries that they, too, have raised in their homes and backyards.

There are also crates of olives and dates. When money is scarce, because jobs are few, they will barter for a specific reason.

"We have to do whatever we can do to prevent from paying taxes," says a villager.

As I end my three-day stay in the West Bank, I am glad to leave. Hardship is everywhere. The years of trouble in this land have scarred both sides. Each day brings new reports of killings. The victims are Arabs and Israelis.

If I wanted to find a glimmer of hope that there will be a peaceful settlement to the decades-long battle, I did not find it in the villages of the West Bank or in the Jewish sector of Jerusalem.

But what I did find was a determination on both sides, including among my relatives, to survive and to maintain their heritage.

Two peoples laying claim to the same piece of land. I crushed in my hand a clod of dirt from the garden behind one of the Palestinian homes. As it fell from my fingers, I tried to understand.

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(Reprinted from "I'm Glad I Look Like a Terrorist: Growing up Arab in America," Hanania, Ray, USG Publishing, 1996, Tinley Park)

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(Ray Hanania is a Palestinian-American author. Reach him by e-mail at rayhanania@aol.com. He is the winner of the Society of Professional Journalists Lisagor Award for Column Writing. His columns are archived at www.hanania.com)

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